Ahhh....a clean house all at one time.  Its been so long since I could say that.  I could do  good to get one room cleaned each day.  But enough about my house.  Lets talk about what I have learned in the past few days.  I learned what depression looks like.  It looks like dust on a book case that has not been touched in 2 months and dishes standing in the sink for days until you run out of silverware.  Depression looks like one room in the house that is clean and straightened and that you never want to leave.  My bedroom!  As long as it was ok it was ok!  Depression looks like sitting in a chair with your phone in hand, playing silly games with the world going on around you.  It looks like knowing that there was so much to do and you are glued to your chair.  It looks like dropping the catsup bottle, nothing spilled, but you break down in tears.  I dont want to know this feeling ever again.  Not saying it will never come back.  But I prayed and the answer was easy.  Dont try to do it all.  Do what makes you happy and let someone else do the rest if you can.  And I can. So I did. 

And this weekend, having a clean house, I did my daily things...dishes, laundry, and cooking.  I also worked on a craft project, my tree for the Gasthaus.  Check out, A tree grows in Arkansas on my links on here.  Now to put the leaves on the tree.  Going to watch a movie tonight and work on leaves.  Lots and lots of leaves.